Its been sometime since I last put up a blog. I had two blogs in draft form and they both somehow were deleted from my google blog site..... So I was a little discouraged. What was the reason for the loss of something I had worked on for so long I asked Him? I elected to take some time off to contemplate on what I might learn from such a loss.
What I came to discover was that much of my writing was done to please me not the Lord. My ego became inflamed, I was lighting my own fire. Also my old friend resentment sprang from within. I found I was enjoying making condemning remarks toward the organized church and even toward my Christian readers. I have learned that until I can approach my thoughts with the identification of the Lord in mind I needed to step away. I pray that He has added new light to my way during my hiatus and I also ask for you my dear blog victims forgiveness. Ill try again, perhaps on a new blog site which will not delete my work. Until then I leave you with these words.
Faith is not sustained in one act we must continue forward in His word to gain a inner identification as His own. He is not found in strength but in weakness. The voice of our inner man is always dominated by our ego which seeks strength for feeding to justify its presence. This is the biblical old man who was annulled in His sight upon the Cross.
The new man is only present by faith, hence the all importance of processing our thoughts of Him filtered through His truth and our own weakness. There is no other philosophy which will provide the living God as personal identification than that of knowing and striving to gain the new creation life through His written word alone. Others can add incite even provide a ladder to His heights of understanding but none can come close to His Holy Word... Too be continued.
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